Well, whatever. I've been told about five different times by five separate people in the past couple of months that I should start a blog about how depressed and lonely I am, so I'm going to give it a shot. I can't imagine anyone cares, although I'm sure there are plenty of people who can relate.
Why am I depressed? Because I'm alone. Because I'm starting to feel like I'm always going to be alone. I have a really hard time meeting women, an even harder time asking them out, and a still harder time getting them to say yes. I've been married, but I knew I didn't want to marry her, and I found out later that she never loved me; she just was afraid of not meeting anyone else, too. She and I parted on good terms, we're still friends, and we had a daughter when we were together, so I get to see her a lot. But I don't really fit in with them, and I never really fit in with my own family either. At least, I never felt like I fit in. They said I did, but isn't that what anyone would say?
Anyway, I have more to say, but not enough time right now. I have to sleep, because I hold two jobs, and I never have enough time to sleep, so I will cut this short. I'll try to write a new post in a few days. Feel free to share your thoughts or comments. Sorry if I rambled a bit on this post, but it's my first, so I'm still learning.
